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i felt that i have changed...again.

i guess i grew a lil more mature. i'm was a kid who use not to like listening to people teaching m what to do. [not that i listened now] but at least slightly better. besides that, i began to love making new friends. My ex-colleagues thought me well.

i guess i can survive being alone at times. i never like to be alone because my surroundings sounds dead. well, maybe because Danson is with me. So i'm cool with it. But i'm really getting use to be alone nowadays.

i guess my relationship with my family wasn't bad after all. Well, i mean i think thats the reason why i mention i'm more mature now. How i use to shut myself up in the house. Lol. We watch movies together and talk bad bout people sometimes. >.<

i guess i don't need my phone. i left my phone behind whenever i go out nowadays. maybe because i know no one will be looking for me. it has stop playing its role for days now. it's when i really believe, i don't need it anymore.

But they are still things that never changed.

the thought of Money is important.
how jealous i am to know that rich people can afford things they want, can enter college they want ignoring the great amount of fees...ignoring the outcome of the exam. I really want to get a part-time where i can work when i'm in college, but it not easy to handle this. if i flung my papers, worst still.

the fact that i love shopping.

if you knew me well enough you might notice that i often peep at accessories, bags and nevertheless~! HEELS. yes yes, true that i don't wear them, but i do assist my sisters and mum when it is to purchase. =] As for bags, it has always been my favourite. Lol.

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