you are driving me crazy
I don't know what is wrong with me. As time flies I am really not getting what is going on with me. When I could spend time with Edmund, I became ignorant to Eagle six. As for him, I will always put Ed as priority. I felt worst than anyone you could compare with. True enough, perhaps this is why I said before to Ed, when he asked me, if he should fall in love with me, I said no.
I guess that was a right word to say, but I felt so regretful, cuz I know, I'm about to miss him in my life. At first, I thought it was over, so i began dealing with it. So I spent time with Eagle 6 a lot. I went out with him alot, I enjoy talking all the things with him cuz everything seemed so natural with him around. It's just funny how we are only lacking of one item, my commitment.
Whenever after Edmund upset me, I run to eagle 6 and thats where I pour my love for Edmund to. I knew I couldnt do the same with him anymore. Sigh.
But I didn't know how all the little things Edmund did impacted me so much that every now and then I miss so so much. His lips, his shoulder, his snuggles, his jokes, his hand, his fingers, his childishness, his gentle talks, his sillyness, his other side. Everything bout him...there are like memories that marked so deep in my heart that no other memories with anyone else seem to be able to replace. Not even all the sweet times with Eagle 6.
I cannot believe I am about to miss him out in my life. I can't believe I let him slip away. I miss you, Ng YongJun.
Much love and hate for you,
HuiJin Liew
I guess that was a right word to say, but I felt so regretful, cuz I know, I'm about to miss him in my life. At first, I thought it was over, so i began dealing with it. So I spent time with Eagle 6 a lot. I went out with him alot, I enjoy talking all the things with him cuz everything seemed so natural with him around. It's just funny how we are only lacking of one item, my commitment.
Whenever after Edmund upset me, I run to eagle 6 and thats where I pour my love for Edmund to. I knew I couldnt do the same with him anymore. Sigh.
But I didn't know how all the little things Edmund did impacted me so much that every now and then I miss so so much. His lips, his shoulder, his snuggles, his jokes, his hand, his fingers, his childishness, his gentle talks, his sillyness, his other side. Everything bout him...there are like memories that marked so deep in my heart that no other memories with anyone else seem to be able to replace. Not even all the sweet times with Eagle 6.
I cannot believe I am about to miss him out in my life. I can't believe I let him slip away. I miss you, Ng YongJun.
Much love and hate for you,
HuiJin Liew
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