where all my sleepless nights, goes to the lousy boy.

I just hugged you. I almost cried. I never asked a hug from anyone else than you. I never wanted a hug from anyone else than you. You're leaving soon. I don't know what else to feel. I did a farewell card for you.

All you asked when I asked for it, was "Why? Not seeing me anymore?" I said, "I don't know if I'm seeing you anymore". honestly i was scared. I genuinely want to spend time with you. I don't now what relationship were we in. All I know, is that you're never less than an almost lover. My heart always have space for you to sit in.

This morning, in fact most of my morning is filled with you. I wish I knew why or if that ever means bout my subconscious feelings for you. I don't remember anything, but I just know you're there. I miss you.

I know sometimes I am a little greedy. Is it really not okay two have two favourite person to sit in one's heart?

HuiJin Liew