finally.
Finally, I've said everything..maybe not really everything but at least enough about what I want to say. That I rehearsed over and over again in my head. I feel awkward sometimes around other people, but you'd be the reason I feel okay again. Thank you for the drinks I guess. It made me look a little stupid but also very honest. You'd always be so nice when you are solid standing in front of me. I don't like when you talk to me through words cuz you're like the coldest then. When I don't feel so okay, you will be there to lend me your shoulder and yes...everything is okay.
I just let go. I'm tired to be bothered with what people think. But interestingly, I dropped my diary by accident, but I decided to let it be. I decided to let you took it by accident and you peep as I thought. Not sure which have you read, or what have you seen. But either it's okay. Just want you to know, I go a little crazy for you sometimes and then I'll be alright again.
As we walked to your car, it's nice because we have very casual conversation and I like that. It's not so awkward and I feel happy that we have nice conversation again. Then as we rode back, I really don't want to just leave. I have so much words to say. I know it is very late and you should head back but NO. Not until I feel its resolved.
So we hugged and I started mumbling words. I should have let you barge in...because you never commented after that. I told you that I don't want to lose you as a friend and all the more you're like a best friend. I like how you smelt my hair tho.
I can't recall a lot, but I remember I told you, I hate Friday now. Cuz thats the day you're gonna leave. And I will also remember, that you gently wipe the tears and lift my chin and kissed me. My gosh... everything was suppose to be alright..except that you had to go...except that I wasn't for you. Or everything would have been an amazing love story.
But that's a kiss I need...and thank you for the care you gave too. I know the love just ain't enough to make things happen. I know deep down I still want a better chance for us..but just maybe. Meanwhile, I suppose I have more urgent item to pin down.
As a friend, your welfare is in my best interest. I don't know how should I inspire you to lift the whole world back up with some other things that you should pay attention too, like yourself. I don't mind if I can't be listed for you..well. at least do it for yourself...make up a purpose if you have to.
You don't have to live in the emptiness. Walk it out. Take the walk with me?
I just let go. I'm tired to be bothered with what people think. But interestingly, I dropped my diary by accident, but I decided to let it be. I decided to let you took it by accident and you peep as I thought. Not sure which have you read, or what have you seen. But either it's okay. Just want you to know, I go a little crazy for you sometimes and then I'll be alright again.
As we walked to your car, it's nice because we have very casual conversation and I like that. It's not so awkward and I feel happy that we have nice conversation again. Then as we rode back, I really don't want to just leave. I have so much words to say. I know it is very late and you should head back but NO. Not until I feel its resolved.
So we hugged and I started mumbling words. I should have let you barge in...because you never commented after that. I told you that I don't want to lose you as a friend and all the more you're like a best friend. I like how you smelt my hair tho.
I can't recall a lot, but I remember I told you, I hate Friday now. Cuz thats the day you're gonna leave. And I will also remember, that you gently wipe the tears and lift my chin and kissed me. My gosh... everything was suppose to be alright..except that you had to go...except that I wasn't for you. Or everything would have been an amazing love story.
But that's a kiss I need...and thank you for the care you gave too. I know the love just ain't enough to make things happen. I know deep down I still want a better chance for us..but just maybe. Meanwhile, I suppose I have more urgent item to pin down.
As a friend, your welfare is in my best interest. I don't know how should I inspire you to lift the whole world back up with some other things that you should pay attention too, like yourself. I don't mind if I can't be listed for you..well. at least do it for yourself...make up a purpose if you have to.
You don't have to live in the emptiness. Walk it out. Take the walk with me?
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