Before Sunset

We haven't genuinely talked for months. Ever since you left, ever since the last call. I had been occupied with items and throughout the months, I felt better day by day. And I felt like I kinda forgot, and I could really be moving on now. I even resort to having crush on other people. It did help. My attention was deviated and things weren't as bad as I thought. Then one day I took some time of the busy schedule to think about you. Little by little, certain memories starts sinking in. I thought..yeah, I have to accept and face them eventually. Just that sometimes, the heart is still feeling the lost.

I would want to talk about it but it seems pointless for now cuz as much as you love her, that's as much ignorance you would have left for me. I know that this condition would last for some long time. I don't know either if we will ever meet again. Like Before Sunset, I thought the story was amazing. Amazing, for after so many years they would still have endless conversation and memories of one another. I somehow quietly hope that we do have it.

Maybe. I'm just saying.