kthxbai
Hey you!
I get so mad at you sometimes. I had always known how we never really clicked, but it doesn't kill me as much as how you never learn to be more kind in words. You never did. Maybe it's just to me that you like to throw sarcasm at me. Look, do I look like I'm one of you? I'm not like Samuel alright. I don't know how it feels like to be in a proper team where everyone has something to teach one another. I have no other team than Stingrays. So please, please stop asking me things and my opinion but all that you really want to do was to judge me. Really, Edmund? Does all that make you happier? Glad that even over the distance you still remember me as a good punching bag. Whatever. Thanks, but not really okay. It just made me ask myself why am I still liking this childish and unkind jerk. Okay, I put up a lot to your bullshit sometimes. Just because I like you and you knew you just have the upper hand over me. Seriously, idk why am I doing this to myself; writing endless letters to you that you won't bother to care anyway. Are you actually bipolar? Cuz I am! It's like endless you making me mad, and myself keep convincing myself to forget bout it. Just because you think you know everything you just like to pin it down on myself. Yeah. I can't take jokes. I'm this very serious person who doesn't like to joke with you. I am a very boring person, thank you.
Urgh. I've technically gotten to know Sam better like probably less than 4 months, even with all the similarities you and him have, at least being with him I feel safe, I don't feel like an outcast. He wouldn't leave me behind, not afraid to show that he cared and absolutely honest and sincere to me. Why can't you have some emotions like that? All your emotions kept for her. Aw come on, pour some love dude. You talk to me when you feel like it, and ignores me when you like. And I sit here always gotto be ready to answer you.
Zomg! Why Why! Why you! And why on me?
I'm gullible, yeah I know that. So it'll be so kind of you to move you feet away.
I get so mad at you sometimes. I had always known how we never really clicked, but it doesn't kill me as much as how you never learn to be more kind in words. You never did. Maybe it's just to me that you like to throw sarcasm at me. Look, do I look like I'm one of you? I'm not like Samuel alright. I don't know how it feels like to be in a proper team where everyone has something to teach one another. I have no other team than Stingrays. So please, please stop asking me things and my opinion but all that you really want to do was to judge me. Really, Edmund? Does all that make you happier? Glad that even over the distance you still remember me as a good punching bag. Whatever. Thanks, but not really okay. It just made me ask myself why am I still liking this childish and unkind jerk. Okay, I put up a lot to your bullshit sometimes. Just because I like you and you knew you just have the upper hand over me. Seriously, idk why am I doing this to myself; writing endless letters to you that you won't bother to care anyway. Are you actually bipolar? Cuz I am! It's like endless you making me mad, and myself keep convincing myself to forget bout it. Just because you think you know everything you just like to pin it down on myself. Yeah. I can't take jokes. I'm this very serious person who doesn't like to joke with you. I am a very boring person, thank you.
Urgh. I've technically gotten to know Sam better like probably less than 4 months, even with all the similarities you and him have, at least being with him I feel safe, I don't feel like an outcast. He wouldn't leave me behind, not afraid to show that he cared and absolutely honest and sincere to me. Why can't you have some emotions like that? All your emotions kept for her. Aw come on, pour some love dude. You talk to me when you feel like it, and ignores me when you like. And I sit here always gotto be ready to answer you.
Zomg! Why Why! Why you! And why on me?
I'm gullible, yeah I know that. So it'll be so kind of you to move you feet away.
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