Abyss
I've lost myself sooner than I expected. I know you learned every strand of me. I know how every single time you try to save me, I slipped right through. I wish you knew how I tried to be the person you used to know. I'm sorry, there is no words coming out from my mouth every time we try to talk about my mental health. My ears, my mind, my eyes shut tighter because I am afraid of what's skin deep. I'm sorry that my walls are thick. I'm so contained, and so full of myself That I am now disgusted by it. I am no far of the kind of person you detest the most Selfish, hypocritical, negative and hateful. I am, all that. You asked me when did it began. I had no idea what to say. The way home today, all that's in my head is how much I want to start over. I'd put a knife right through my chest. How much I wished, its all Alt + F4 button and re-spawns. I had no idea how I got lost. You can never save someone who doesn't want to be saved. D...