很想死。Feel like dying.
很想死。Feel like dying.
我真的觉得很不舒服。
i feel so sick..
我真的很累。
feel so tired..
每当想到她说的话。。
whenever i think of what she has said,
我泪就一直流。
my tears won't dry up.
她说的每一句，
every word she says,
我真的很心痛。
it made me feel so heartbroken..
就算我看不到她，
even if i don't see her,
我真的感觉到她一直在哭泣。。
i could just feel her crying...
“可以告诉我事实吗？”
"could you tell me the truth?"
“以前你答应过，说你不会喜欢别人。我明白这很难说。”
"you once promise me, you won't like another. but i know its hard to keep the promise."
“如果我们真的在这里结束，我不懂该怎么办。10个月，太不容易了。。”
"If we really end here, i don't know what to do. 10months, its not easy.."
“如果你真的是喜欢她， 我愿意推出。我只能这样。。”
"if it really happens that you like her, i can just step out.."
“我一直以来最怕就是我们失去彼此因为有第三者。。”
"All this while i'm afraid we will lose each other because of third party"
“对不起，如果不是我那你就不会那么矛盾。不懂怎么办。。怕我会伤心。”
"i'm sorry, if if it wasn't because of me, you wouldn't be so messed up, worry that i'll get hurt."
明明就是我对不起她，
i'm sorry to her,
她却对我说对不起。。
but she apologised to me..
我。。一直装不在乎，
i always pretended like i don't care,
可是我天天都希望能在她身边。
but i really wish i could always be there for her..
至少我知道。。
at least i know
看到她开心就可以了。
that she'll be happy..
本人很少拜拜，
i actually hardly pray,
可当我真的真心得拜，
but when i do pray wholehearted,
就算只能许一个愿望，
and if i can only have a wish,
我望她每日幸福快乐。
i wish she will be happy everyday.
可现在，
but know,
是我让她那么心疼，
i am the one that make her sad
那么痛苦。。
make her suffer like this
对我来说第三者根本就是借口而已。。
to me, a third party is just a lame excuse..
我在乎得只是她的未来。
all i care about is her future.
虽然她说，她没后悔和我在一起，反而觉得很幸福。
although she says, she never regretted being with me, in fact she felt so blissful.
我能给她统统都是暂时得，
but i can only give her whats temporary..
我希望她能够找到能给她‘永远’得人。
i wished she could find someone, that would show her what 'Forever" is..
我不配。。
i don't deserve to be that person..
却不舍得。
but, it seems like i couldn't let go.
我整个脑真的很乱。。
my whole brain is so confused..
不懂该怎么做。
do not know what to do..
我知道你在读者，
i know you're reading this,
告诉我，
tell me
该怎么办好吗？
what should i do?
我真的觉得很不舒服。
i feel so sick..
我真的很累。
feel so tired..
每当想到她说的话。。
whenever i think of what she has said,
我泪就一直流。
my tears won't dry up.
她说的每一句，
every word she says,
我真的很心痛。
it made me feel so heartbroken..
就算我看不到她，
even if i don't see her,
我真的感觉到她一直在哭泣。。
i could just feel her crying...
“可以告诉我事实吗？”
"could you tell me the truth?"
“以前你答应过，说你不会喜欢别人。我明白这很难说。”
"you once promise me, you won't like another. but i know its hard to keep the promise."
“如果我们真的在这里结束，我不懂该怎么办。10个月，太不容易了。。”
"If we really end here, i don't know what to do. 10months, its not easy.."
“如果你真的是喜欢她， 我愿意推出。我只能这样。。”
"if it really happens that you like her, i can just step out.."
“我一直以来最怕就是我们失去彼此因为有第三者。。”
"All this while i'm afraid we will lose each other because of third party"
“对不起，如果不是我那你就不会那么矛盾。不懂怎么办。。怕我会伤心。”
"i'm sorry, if if it wasn't because of me, you wouldn't be so messed up, worry that i'll get hurt."
明明就是我对不起她，
i'm sorry to her,
她却对我说对不起。。
but she apologised to me..
我。。一直装不在乎，
i always pretended like i don't care,
可是我天天都希望能在她身边。
but i really wish i could always be there for her..
至少我知道。。
at least i know
看到她开心就可以了。
that she'll be happy..
本人很少拜拜，
i actually hardly pray,
可当我真的真心得拜，
but when i do pray wholehearted,
就算只能许一个愿望，
and if i can only have a wish,
我望她每日幸福快乐。
i wish she will be happy everyday.
可现在，
but know,
是我让她那么心疼，
i am the one that make her sad
那么痛苦。。
make her suffer like this
对我来说第三者根本就是借口而已。。
to me, a third party is just a lame excuse..
我在乎得只是她的未来。
all i care about is her future.
虽然她说，她没后悔和我在一起，反而觉得很幸福。
although she says, she never regretted being with me, in fact she felt so blissful.
我能给她统统都是暂时得，
but i can only give her whats temporary..
我希望她能够找到能给她‘永远’得人。
i wished she could find someone, that would show her what 'Forever" is..
我不配。。
i don't deserve to be that person..
却不舍得。
but, it seems like i couldn't let go.
我整个脑真的很乱。。
my whole brain is so confused..
不懂该怎么做。
do not know what to do..
我知道你在读者，
i know you're reading this,
告诉我，
tell me
该怎么办好吗？
what should i do?
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