so close yet so far

so close yet so far... what's it? everything IS!

gonne go EMO soon.

starting to feel my confidence crushing down. and thats bad news, man.

1. My SPM results is so close but not enough..but thats rather expected la and YEAH! i'm still so not over it yet.. !
2. Then, there goes my scholarship offer. I'm seriously just a call away. I guess i lost it.
3. So, there goes my course. I'm might drop the subject i intend to take initially because i don't have the fund,then i don't find a reason to insist rationally. =.=
4. Then, there goes my luck. i missed the lucky draw from my 1st event in Nuffs. My name was called, i'm there, but not really there. [i'm in Times Square but not yet at the area of the Street Fair.]

i don't like to feel lacking of confidence. it's pathetic.

but i felt it right now?

sympathetic?

HuiJin Liew