It's all worthy
Almost 21 days that I have last met him and I guess that 21 days was quite mind blogging. Despite the fact that so much things had happen, or, didn't happen, I never felt any more happy having my boy by my side.
Just as usual, and I guess: whats unusual in the morning was the fact I got up earlier than baby boy while he's still sleeping. I took time waited for him and the meantime telling myself not to cry, and if I should, I should cry before meeting him. But I didn't anyway.
I guess it was one of the long distance feeling we will get somehow. Whenever I knew he's here, and I knew I'm gonna see him like in 5 minutes time, I get butterflies in my tummy. :) I really do. I jump and hugged him when I saw him. :3 I've not done that like for so long. Coincidently btw, I always see him across the road then he'll be staring at me while I act cool to cross the road to see him. ;p
Perhaps I was too selfish that I'm always looking at myself, I forgot about him, cares for me too. I noticed (Yesss...on that day) the he has little habits when he's with me. :) It kept me happy for the day, until today, I still am when I think about it.
Baby doesn't stare at me, doesn't allow me to stare at him for long either. What he always do, is he'll kiss me whenever he caught me looking at him. He kisses my hands when we walk together sometimes. He would pull me closer and kisses my forehead. He would kiss my cheek too. And I find that so adorable <3
Baby knows certain things that I really love when he does it. I love when he'd pull me closer and hugs me with one arm. Simply it feels very comfortable and it's much closer to him when he drags me in. :P
Baby knows I love eating ice-cream and honestly when he is near, I don't feel like having anything besides desserts. He there, and thats all I care about. :3
Baby listens to what I say. He's as sensitive and equally as ego as I am. LOL. We care, but we just didn't want to show it. He'll say why scared of the blazing hot sun, but he'll let me to walk under the shades. He'll let me sit there and pout, but he'll get me up anyway with a kiss. He knows I like when boys buy me meals. :)
Baby knows I get offended when I'm not introduced well. I mean, I'm not a mistress really. I'm your baby girl. But I do know that baby didn't want his parents to know. For whatever reason it is. I keep telling myself to stay calm and still smile. The fact that he'll check on me and make sure I don't get angry at him, makes me happy still. :p
It feels just great having him near. Knowing that we pulled through the rough times, I suppose we can still walk a few miles together still.
Baby, I love you too. *giggles*
HuiJin Liew
Just as usual, and I guess: whats unusual in the morning was the fact I got up earlier than baby boy while he's still sleeping. I took time waited for him and the meantime telling myself not to cry, and if I should, I should cry before meeting him. But I didn't anyway.
I guess it was one of the long distance feeling we will get somehow. Whenever I knew he's here, and I knew I'm gonna see him like in 5 minutes time, I get butterflies in my tummy. :) I really do. I jump and hugged him when I saw him. :3 I've not done that like for so long. Coincidently btw, I always see him across the road then he'll be staring at me while I act cool to cross the road to see him. ;p
Perhaps I was too selfish that I'm always looking at myself, I forgot about him, cares for me too. I noticed (Yesss...on that day) the he has little habits when he's with me. :) It kept me happy for the day, until today, I still am when I think about it.
Baby doesn't stare at me, doesn't allow me to stare at him for long either. What he always do, is he'll kiss me whenever he caught me looking at him. He kisses my hands when we walk together sometimes. He would pull me closer and kisses my forehead. He would kiss my cheek too. And I find that so adorable <3
Baby knows certain things that I really love when he does it. I love when he'd pull me closer and hugs me with one arm. Simply it feels very comfortable and it's much closer to him when he drags me in. :P
Baby knows I love eating ice-cream and honestly when he is near, I don't feel like having anything besides desserts. He there, and thats all I care about. :3
Baby listens to what I say. He's as sensitive and equally as ego as I am. LOL. We care, but we just didn't want to show it. He'll say why scared of the blazing hot sun, but he'll let me to walk under the shades. He'll let me sit there and pout, but he'll get me up anyway with a kiss. He knows I like when boys buy me meals. :)
Baby knows I get offended when I'm not introduced well. I mean, I'm not a mistress really. I'm your baby girl. But I do know that baby didn't want his parents to know. For whatever reason it is. I keep telling myself to stay calm and still smile. The fact that he'll check on me and make sure I don't get angry at him, makes me happy still. :p
It feels just great having him near. Knowing that we pulled through the rough times, I suppose we can still walk a few miles together still.
Baby, I love you too. *giggles*
HuiJin Liew
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