please take care of yourself.
I have reasons to believe that I have infinite secrets here. Today, suddenly you told me that we need to talk. So many things ran through my mind, both positive and negative. We talked for almost 45 minutes. You started off with what was I doing. And then you startled. Then I knew it wasn't a simple we need to talk. I guess its kinda like a call we finally have to make and talk about. I know you didn't think I was not at fault at all. In fact, just as guilty as you are.
Haven't I mentioned somewhere that I do understand what does no string attached means? You never really explained to me, but I do know. Learnt what it meant a few months after that. I like you, and I appreciate for you have finally decided not to take whatever I do as just another something. Maybe to you it was wrong to make me fall in love with but then again, I guess thats why we're kinda like different. I thought it was my best times that I fell in love with you. Makes me really grow up. You're one reason I have learnt to fall in love finally. As for you, I do not know exactly what had happened, but I hoped I wasn't part of it when you guys were at your off-period.
I know some post that I dedicate to you kinda makes you feel bad, and looking into my eyes might make you guilty. I suppose thats why things got super cold between us? I want you to totally understand that I'm fine. I have certain thoughts but they were just my genuine simple "if" statement. I believe bout the time capsule thing you said about, but I still do understand how reality doesn't always land on the right place. I like you and I understood how we can't always be with the person we like. The world doesn't just revolve around us. I felt like I kinda lost another medium to talk to you, but I hope I gain another which is of different means, like directly talking to you. Come to think of it, I'm stubborn, but not in your kind of extend or in anyways I might have portrait myself in. But, you. You are absolutely, absurdly stubborn.
You know, I'm happy that you said I improve and all, cuz you brought me up, and of course I want to make you feel proud. But you, my dear, is such a special person to me. I miss you very often nonetheless, but I know how reality check feels like. You know how I felt, I know how you felt too. I feel so so upset to know you're so sad. I felt heartbroken to learn that. If you want to fight hard, I'll be right at your back and if you ever need me, I will always always have time for you. You will be okay. Just like how you said. Be honest and trust me as I said in return. You made me so worried.
You're a very unique person, that I've met so far. You'd do great and you'd be so amazing. Please take so much care of yourself.
Love,
HuiJin Liew
Haven't I mentioned somewhere that I do understand what does no string attached means? You never really explained to me, but I do know. Learnt what it meant a few months after that. I like you, and I appreciate for you have finally decided not to take whatever I do as just another something. Maybe to you it was wrong to make me fall in love with but then again, I guess thats why we're kinda like different. I thought it was my best times that I fell in love with you. Makes me really grow up. You're one reason I have learnt to fall in love finally. As for you, I do not know exactly what had happened, but I hoped I wasn't part of it when you guys were at your off-period.
I know some post that I dedicate to you kinda makes you feel bad, and looking into my eyes might make you guilty. I suppose thats why things got super cold between us? I want you to totally understand that I'm fine. I have certain thoughts but they were just my genuine simple "if" statement. I believe bout the time capsule thing you said about, but I still do understand how reality doesn't always land on the right place. I like you and I understood how we can't always be with the person we like. The world doesn't just revolve around us. I felt like I kinda lost another medium to talk to you, but I hope I gain another which is of different means, like directly talking to you. Come to think of it, I'm stubborn, but not in your kind of extend or in anyways I might have portrait myself in. But, you. You are absolutely, absurdly stubborn.
You know, I'm happy that you said I improve and all, cuz you brought me up, and of course I want to make you feel proud. But you, my dear, is such a special person to me. I miss you very often nonetheless, but I know how reality check feels like. You know how I felt, I know how you felt too. I feel so so upset to know you're so sad. I felt heartbroken to learn that. If you want to fight hard, I'll be right at your back and if you ever need me, I will always always have time for you. You will be okay. Just like how you said. Be honest and trust me as I said in return. You made me so worried.
You're a very unique person, that I've met so far. You'd do great and you'd be so amazing. Please take so much care of yourself.
Love,
HuiJin Liew
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