the one that got away.

Time flies since the call. You called me rather often lately. Not because of me, just for you cuz you needed someone and I thought, as friends, thats the very much I can do. Glad to know we are still so close now. Like probably, finally is a right expressive word to use. Yesterday you reminded me of Jeremy's point of view. But oh well. I know  my heart wouldn't feel it wrongly. I always knew.

So, we had proper discussion, unlike before we end up closing topic rather badly. Maybe you began to grow up, or maybe our oddly formed relationship was the reason why we didn't get along like now. Since last week, things has gotten so well between us. The way I interpreted it, not sure about you. I know you had really hard time trying to get enough rest. I can't really tell how hard was it like for you. I mean, not like I was never in your shoes. I can't sleep just because I missed you sometimes. But life goes on. Maybe I just don't share a same aspiration as you, but I hope for the best for you.

If you ever ask for my advice, I'll always ask you to move on. Or perhaps anyone at all. It's just in my dictionary I guess. People leave for a reason. It's not easy to win a heart back. Not to say it impossible. You can try, but I want you to bear in mind to always have a if-statement you carry with whenever you do something or anything. You're such a nice guy, it breaks my heart to see you sad.

I really wanna see you stand up strong again one day and call me to tell me you're okay instead of you're not. Totally looking forward for it.

Like you caring for me, I care for you too.

Thank you for the support you offered me kindly when I need them. I'm happy we had a good time chatting with one another and finally, a good warm hug.

As usually,
anytime when you need me I'll be there.

Love,
HuiJin Liew

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