The someone
I've seen someone who cared so much and let go.
I've seen someone ask for a second chance but never return.
I've seen someone doing everything for nothing.
He could held me by the hand and make my heart beat stops. He makes me misses him even when he is near. I hate how I still wanted to act like I don't care if he doesn't when I really hope he does. I hate how he spoke on the phone with someone else so gently like I didn't matter at all next to him. I hate how he smiled with his eyes to me. I hate how I wanted to tell him I broke up and all I want is him but I didnt have the courage to. I hate how my ego made me.
He could say all the words and touched my heart. He could make me crushed in tears and pick me back up. He would probably take a shot for me. I hate how I treated him. I hate how he could say it doesn't hurt much as long as he sees me happy. I hate how I took him for granted for all the things he had done for me. I hate how I didnt fell for him. I hate how perfectly he could be for me, but I'd rather throw it away.
He was once someone all I ever wanted. I once had my heart fully given to him. I once had my heart numb because of him. Until today, we both became different individuals, living our own stories. I see him missing me, and I see myself missing someone else. How can one tolerate people like me. I wish he could just hate me for all the things I have done against him. I am touched when I see him wanting me, but how sad it sounds cuz I knew I didn't felt the want for him anymore. It nudges me to see him upset and I don't know why. It nudges me, because I know I am at fault.
I hate how people would take a shot for me, and how I'd take a shot for someone else.
HuiJin Liew
I've seen someone ask for a second chance but never return.
I've seen someone doing everything for nothing.
He could held me by the hand and make my heart beat stops. He makes me misses him even when he is near. I hate how I still wanted to act like I don't care if he doesn't when I really hope he does. I hate how he spoke on the phone with someone else so gently like I didn't matter at all next to him. I hate how he smiled with his eyes to me. I hate how I wanted to tell him I broke up and all I want is him but I didnt have the courage to. I hate how my ego made me.
He could say all the words and touched my heart. He could make me crushed in tears and pick me back up. He would probably take a shot for me. I hate how I treated him. I hate how he could say it doesn't hurt much as long as he sees me happy. I hate how I took him for granted for all the things he had done for me. I hate how I didnt fell for him. I hate how perfectly he could be for me, but I'd rather throw it away.
He was once someone all I ever wanted. I once had my heart fully given to him. I once had my heart numb because of him. Until today, we both became different individuals, living our own stories. I see him missing me, and I see myself missing someone else. How can one tolerate people like me. I wish he could just hate me for all the things I have done against him. I am touched when I see him wanting me, but how sad it sounds cuz I knew I didn't felt the want for him anymore. It nudges me to see him upset and I don't know why. It nudges me, because I know I am at fault.
I hate how people would take a shot for me, and how I'd take a shot for someone else.
HuiJin Liew
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