Options.
Everything we do, I believe is an option. We just chose not to do it.
Option to make up or to break up.
Option to talk or not to.
Option to like or not to.
I bought the book. It's waiting for the right time I pen every important words down. Whether it is our turning point or our ending point. I'm not sure if I want to tell you what I've done, it's a double edge sword. I don't want you to be afraid to fall in love. I want you to know I never said things I know I shouldn't to you and all I want is an honest relationship with you. I still do want it to be honest.
At this point of time, maybe I shouldn't do anything at all. Just want to stay calm and stay alone. Perhaps I hope I could still stay sane when we are going thru such times. I guess I knew how I fly already. I have an answer. That's why I could speak out of the story now. Cuz I knew I wouldn't cry bout it anymore. Slightly unexpected about kampong and their response. How he cheated and how I cheated too. It's not any proud thing to talk about. But I was just telling the truth of the shit that happens.
I am thinking of the words to say. It's gonna be so tough for us. I am thinking for ZJ. What am I suppose to tell him? I wanna stay alone this month. It is an important month.
As for Special Ed. I can't help but whenever, I see our picture together, I want to say, I think we look cute together. In a way, we do. ;p I know he has his heart for someone else.I didn't know whats wrong with me, and why I keep falling back to someone who doesn't want to be with me just like ZJ did. Why didn't I learn to fall for someone who knows how to really appreciate me, who can really be honest with me?
Option to make up or to break up.
Option to talk or not to.
Option to like or not to.
I bought the book. It's waiting for the right time I pen every important words down. Whether it is our turning point or our ending point. I'm not sure if I want to tell you what I've done, it's a double edge sword. I don't want you to be afraid to fall in love. I want you to know I never said things I know I shouldn't to you and all I want is an honest relationship with you. I still do want it to be honest.
At this point of time, maybe I shouldn't do anything at all. Just want to stay calm and stay alone. Perhaps I hope I could still stay sane when we are going thru such times. I guess I knew how I fly already. I have an answer. That's why I could speak out of the story now. Cuz I knew I wouldn't cry bout it anymore. Slightly unexpected about kampong and their response. How he cheated and how I cheated too. It's not any proud thing to talk about. But I was just telling the truth of the shit that happens.
I am thinking of the words to say. It's gonna be so tough for us. I am thinking for ZJ. What am I suppose to tell him? I wanna stay alone this month. It is an important month.
As for Special Ed. I can't help but whenever, I see our picture together, I want to say, I think we look cute together. In a way, we do. ;p I know he has his heart for someone else.I didn't know whats wrong with me, and why I keep falling back to someone who doesn't want to be with me just like ZJ did. Why didn't I learn to fall for someone who knows how to really appreciate me, who can really be honest with me?
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