confession
It is really awkward when Zhong Jian say things that made it sound like I'm flirting with him. -.- I mean, yeah, I do like him, but it's awkward when he said it. It made me feel very cautious bout the things I do and the things I said, so I don't send in the wrong message. Well anyhow, last night, I just can't seem to fall asleep even when I know I'm so much drained all day. I stood awake, cried a little, think a little, imagine a little, dig in more a little, until its 6am in the morning.
I checked my phone the morning, to find a confession that I have always been waiting for. I honestly didn't know what to or how to respond to it.
He said, he woke up this morning had a feeling that he cannot lose me, that he is afraid to lose me. He cannot imagine his life without me. And he loves me.
I did skip a beat when I read that. I felt slightly glad, because I know we off the time out session already. I'm glad cuz I know I meant someone to him. Nonetheless, I told myself, nothing is gonna change when action remains the same. We manage to pull this thru because he did something and I did something. I want us to be slightly more committed to one another, cuz I lost trust once. I don;t think I want to lose it again, whether or not for the same reason.
Dear love,
I really do love you. For this whole week, I realize who you are to me. I hope with the risk I have taken, with the pain I gave, and with all my my heart felt love, I hope we grow up together and be a better person for each other, just like how you said to me.
HuiJin Liew
I checked my phone the morning, to find a confession that I have always been waiting for. I honestly didn't know what to or how to respond to it.
He said, he woke up this morning had a feeling that he cannot lose me, that he is afraid to lose me. He cannot imagine his life without me. And he loves me.
I did skip a beat when I read that. I felt slightly glad, because I know we off the time out session already. I'm glad cuz I know I meant someone to him. Nonetheless, I told myself, nothing is gonna change when action remains the same. We manage to pull this thru because he did something and I did something. I want us to be slightly more committed to one another, cuz I lost trust once. I don;t think I want to lose it again, whether or not for the same reason.
Dear love,
I really do love you. For this whole week, I realize who you are to me. I hope with the risk I have taken, with the pain I gave, and with all my my heart felt love, I hope we grow up together and be a better person for each other, just like how you said to me.
HuiJin Liew
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